Celebrating an American Thanksgiving in Haiti!

We may not have turkey and dressing, but we'll be thankful indeed! Eddie and I are headed to Haiti for Thanksgiving! Can't wait to see our girl!

Over the past few weeks, we've had some ups and a lot of downs, which finally resulted in our buying plane tickets to Haiti for this week. These tickets were initially purchased with the intention of figuring out WHAT is going on with our file, what is missing, and overall where we stand. A huge thanks to our sweet church family at Vineyard Community Church for helping make this trip happen!

At first, we were supposedly fine, just waiting to exit IBESR, then we were missing a form, then later found out said form is only necessary in France; last update we heard, there is a spelling error in our file that needs to be resovled. Not sure if this is the only lingering issue, but at the moment, is the only one we know of.

One other thing that came up this week is that when we thought we had received presidential dispensation back in June (when we thought we should be exiting IBESR), we had actually received a different type of dispensation...basically, that's effectively when they started processing our file. Sigh...

The good news is, we may not need presidential dispensation anymore...which should "speed things up." I'm really not even sure what that means anymore, but I continue to trust in God's timing!

At the end of the day, we know God is bigger than all of this, His Will is going to be done one way or another, and we continue to praise Him that even if it's taking a LOT longer than we'd like, we are getting a daughter! We are praying specifically that we will exit IBESR this month! That would be absolutely amazing! Please do pray with us!

And speaking of prayer, we have also been blessed in this past week to have been put on the intercessory prayer list of the EPBOMI Chruch of Africa. I get the feeling they know all to well the forces against which we are working and it is truly humbling to have such a chain of beloved members of the body of Christ petitioning before the thrown of God on our behalf, even on the other side of the globe! Praise God for His love which is shared by the community of believers!

Once again US approved!

Yay! We officially received a new I-171H, which basically means that the USCIS has decided to overlook the fact that our file was late. Praise God that this came through! :) Praying that we see more progress soon!

Update! Our God is Awesome! ...in case you didn't know. :-)

So I began a blog post outlining all the difficulties we've faced in the last few weeks, but then got exhausted...just thinking about it... SO here's the reader's digest version. If you want more details, ask. I'll be happy to fill you in. :)

So in the past few weeks:

-Due to some unforseen circumstances and well...life...our Home Study Update wasn't completed in time; we had to request that Customs and Immigration give us an extension...they typically don't do this, but much to my surprise, they did!
-Home Study Update still wasn't done in time. The precious lady who runs the Agency that did our Home Study (they are awesome!!! Let me know if you need an adoption agency or simply to do your home study) finally got in touch with DSS on Monday (of this week) to find that they LOST it (if you aren't familiar with a Home Study, it's your entire life basically summed up in about 80 pages and stuffed in an envelope...maybe not your entire life, but the critical bits). God bless her! She scanned and emailed another copy just so DSS could get something to Customs and Immigration, albeit late and not yet properly submitted.
-Birth Parent Interview on Monday went great for birthmother...birthfather flopped. Typically this would bring the adoption to a screeching hault, but praise God our birthmother begged them to talk to the Orphanage Director, who just so happened to have the foresight to bring her orphanage license (otherwise they wouldn't have talked to her at all). God bless her! Again, she's having to go from the island of La Gonave back to Port-au-Prince a day later (mind you, this is not an easy journey to make...certainly not back and forth twice in one week). Praying that after this visit, all will be well.
-DSS found our Home Study Update in their mailroom Tuesday (after much persistence from the adoption agency, I'm sure) and forwarded it on to Customs and Immigration. We are mailing them a letter of explanation (and apology) to more or less beg them to accept it.

-Still nothing from IBESR, though we know several friends who exited. Don't get me wrong, we couldn't be happier for our friends that have exited! The concerning part is that dispensation is supposed to be the final step in IBESR and we received that months before these other families and yet they have now exited IBESR. I fully understand and recognize that no two cases are the same, but in light of this, the worries I had been suppressing that something must be wrong for our file to be stuck simply came bubbling to the surface. Praising God that I found out today that our lawyer has a meeting with IBESR on Friday to discuss our file. Praying for a good report and progress!

Honestly, in the past few weeks I saw myself slipping into a bad place. Overwhelmed by despair about the whole process and life in general, I was becoming negative and having doubts about whether or not we should really be doing this. You know, maybe I made the voice of God thing up...right...that's likely. I'm SO happy to report that God has renewed my strength! You may recall that one of the verses that spoke to me on my last trip to Haiti was Isaiah 40:31:

...but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

It took me a few weeks, but I finally got it! Last night as I was trying to process everything that's going on, God gave me the realization that I should not be focused on all He is allowing us to go through...but that this is really all about our girl! I feel like God must have something incredible in store for this child, as we have had complications every step of the way, yet rather than focus on how slowly our adoption process is crawling along, I should focus on the fact that it hasn't stopped! There have been many opportunities for our adoption to stop altogether, yet it never has. Yes, the enemy is adamantly fighting us every step of the way, but:

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. ~Psalm 23:4

I found my spirit quietly repeating this verse yesterday. We were given a devotion at Bible Study last night...guess what verse was included on it? Oh and this morning, when I started my quiet time with God, want to take a guess what verse was next for me to study? Yup! Psalm 23:4! So there is more stuff going on with our adoption than most of us can ever even comprehend. Lots to pray for (and please do!), but praise God, He has shifted my focus! As vehemently as the enemy wants to fight us, I want to praise God! (Check out one of our recent favorite praise songs and praise Him with us!) Because He is awesome and He is worthy and He is all we will ever need, we will praise Him. And as for our adoption:

I would have lost heart, unless I had believed That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living. Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord! ~ Psalm 27:13-14

Aug/Sept Trip Overview - Sorry! Thought I published this in mid-September! BAH! Photos available on FB...

I always love seeing my daughter!  And every trip to Haiti brings the hope of movement with our adoption.  Both of these are a plus.  However, I must admit that my favorite trips to Haiti are when I go as part of a mission team!  Not just with a mission team, but as part of one!  On these trips, I feel like I’m actually able to make a difference, to serve the Lord, to give back! 

The most recent trip I was on was no exception!  My Aug/Sept trip to Haiti was as part of a contruction team from the upstate of SC.  It was led by the same faithful friend (I won’t call you out without consent, but you know who you are…and you rock!!!) who leads the January mission trip I have taken the past 3 years… he was also leading the mission team I was on when I met our daughter.  By this point, many members of this team are family!  It is so much fun to be with these guys and even more exciting that they get to be a part of our adoption process!  (They may not be as excited about that last one as I am…especially since they are often the ones dealing with a tearful Mama stretched thin from Haitian bureaucracy and the testing of patience.)

On this trip, we (well , they…until I came out to join them after my layover in PAP) were helping make many of the finishing touches to the Wesleyan Guest House.  I was able to spend each morning leveling ground for a concrete sidewalk, painting ceiling boards for the hallway and bathrooms, or helping paint newly built nightstands (designed and built by one of our team members).  The rest of the team was able to help Greg make huge headway on the overall project (which is already booked for use later this month!).  It was a blessing to see the hardwork these guys (and gal) put in and the way God blessed all our efforts.  Please keep Greg and the tight deadline for this project in your prayers!

Unfortunately I was able to do only a small part before I headed out to the CV each afternoon to visit with Catrina and the other kids.  Even so, it was such a blessing to be used even a little bit! 

Each afternoon was speant dancing, playing, Praising God, practicing my creole, helping the CV kids practice their English (Project English update overdue too!  Sorry ya’ll!), and on one fateful day…getting my hair braided.  J  It is always so much fun to hang out with the kids and just show them some of God’s unconditional love!  Loving them for who they are in Christ!  Lord – may I love them even half as well as love me?! 

Adoption Status:  Since we received dispensation in May, we are just waiting on our dossier (fancy word for TONS of paperwork) to exit IBESR (Haitian Social Services).  Apparently the director of IBESR is out on leave with a sick child.  Please pray:

-          Healing for the IBESR director’s child

-          Specifically that our dossier will exit IBESR with no problems

-          Everyone will show up for the October 21 birth parent interviews

-          USCIS will get all the information they need to issue C’s VISA

"I know the plans I have for you" says the Lord...

I made it safely to the island Friday night.  SO glad to see so many friends!  :-)

Before I left the mainland, I had quite the unique opportunity to be at an orphanage in Port-au-Prince while they accepted new children (something that happens only once every 15 years or so at this orphanage).  What an experience!  I'm still processing (even now) exactly what God wanted me to take away from this, but I know it certainly gave me a sneak peak into my own child's past.  How scared she must have been the day she was admitted to Mme. S's orphanage! 

Starring into the crying eyes filled with wisdom that are our daughter's past, I definitely realized the need for a grace that God is still developing within me.  How exactly do you console a screaming child who you fully know has every right to be upset that the mother who has been her whole world has left her to be raised by someone she's never met?  At the moment I encountered this, it didn't matter that I don't fully speak the child's language...there were no words to console her anyway.  I simply held her close, gently hummed and swayed while praying...crying out to the Father of the fatherless...hoping that my soul's longing to ease her pain would somehow intercede within her spirit, easing the weariness that I will never truly grasp. 

Throughout the morning, I prayed for each child I bathed or helped feed or watched get weighed and measured.  Prayed that God would ease their pain, use their new home to draw them into His loving arms, and provide a future for each both in this life and the next. 

The scripture that kept running through my mind throughout the morning was Jeremiah 29:11:

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

See, one of the beautiful things about this orphanage I was visiting was that many of the older kids were so eager to provide for the new incoming kids.  They were the ones with whom I was bathing, feeding, dressing, and weighing/measuring the new children.  They could truly console the crying baby to promise them that everything really is going to be alright...and some of those words of comfort are etched into my memory for good. 

Each of these older (first generation) children at this orphanage is in high school or university.  Many of these first generation kids are in the university in the US or in medical school in Cuba.  An orphan having much of a future at all in Haiti is unheard of!  The fact that 100% of the children from this orphanage were ether already furthering their education or were preparing to do so is nothing short of a miraculous proof of God's power and provisions! 

After an emotional morning (which I completely internalized!  I was NOT about to make things even harder for those sweet kids!), I was dropped off at the PAP airport to meet up with an incoming team to head out to La Gonave.  After waiting outside the airport for about a half hour (a thought that would have very much intimidated and flat out scarred me at one point), I easily found my incoming team and off we went.  After the standard 2 hour ride in the back of the cattle truck, a quick layover at Dan & Joy's, and an hour and a half ride on the Breezy Sea, I arrived to rejoin my team on La Gonave.

I tried to spend Friday night catching up with my precious host family on La Gonave, but found myself passed out on the couch around 8 pm, completely drained from busy day of travel and emotional internalizing.

Saturday morning, I assisted with about 2 hours of gardening (yes, I did warn her that I kill everything I touch...and they still wanted me to help!  ...Now that's desperation, eh?  :-), my team headed out to the CV, where I got to see our girl!  Oh, how sweet it always is to see my daughter after having been away for so long!  I can't even explain the elation that runs through me when she comes to me with wide eyes, grin, and arms!  It was SUCH a blessing to get to see her so soon after arriving on the island!  It's SO hard to know she's right there and I can't be with her!

More details to come, but I imagine this is enough post to solve insomnia for most!  :-)  For now, please just pray that God will continue to move our adoption along so we can bring C home soon!  For all the elation I feel at seeing her again, it is even harder to leave her here each time I visit.  More than ever, I long for the day she gets to leave La Gonave with us!  Additionally, please keep the orphans of Haiti in your prayers.  That God will fill them with His love and provide for their needs in ways we can't even begin to imagine!

One more baby step...but we'll take it!

You'll rejoice to know that despite an unforeseen set back, we got enough money to pay for Project English! Praise God with me! :) He is SO good! He will ALWAYS come out on top!

Additionally, after many months of hard work, paper gathering, praying, and ultimately trusting God to provide, I had a successful meeting with USCIS today st the American Embassy in Port au Prince! Our I-600 has been submitted! Birth parent interviews are scheduled for October 21. Please be in prayer that both bio parents will show up at the appointed place...close to the appointed time (that's a Haiti thing...more on that later).

After frantically trying to get papers together and fervently praying that God would burden our lawyer to get the appropriate papers to our translator, I arrived safely in Haiti yesterday just after noon. I was "assisted" by three different people at the airport and passed off like a runner's baton in the less than 300 feet to the proper car, so i could tip them all...ahhh, welcome to Haiti!

I met with our translator, who had received the necessary papers less than 24 hours earlier, to get the French and English copies of our daughter's birth certificate and the minutes from our  October 2011 experience with lower court.  This was the first time i had met our translator. I must say, he has to be one of the kindest, most genuine Haitians i have met! (Let me know if you need a translator! He's awesome!)

After that, I met with our lawyer on the side of a road in the Delmas area of PAP. Here, i provided all the documentation (and money, of course) for MOI and our girl's passport...all if which she requested after 7 pm the night biggie...the night I was packing for my trip...really?! As if i just have these things laying around? Tuesday night was filled with a LOT of emotional highs and lows. God would provide, the enemy would attack, Eddie and I caught in the middle. However through God's grace and a little help from our friends at the Bair Foundation), we pulled it all together. 

Today, I can't help but hope we are closing in on the final stages of this adoption...after 32 LONG months, hope is nothing short of a miraculous gift from our loving God!

Tomorrow I head out to La Gonave to rejoin my team and to serve God with the island folks. No more mountain retreat for me, though my stay at the Bethel Guest  House has been wonderful (see the view from my room below! Awesome!). I hope to also update you more on my trip to the Embassy...once i have a keyboard, rather than a phone... :D

For now, please praise God for safe travels, His love, grace, mercy, and provisions, and the mighty work He is doing in and around me! I pray that He well continue to work through me in whatever way He prefers, and that He will continue to move our adoption along!

Opportunity to HELP!

Mme. S has always had this incredible vision to raise the orphans of Haiti to be productive Haitian citizens.  In fact, the direct statement she has made to me on several occassions is "I keep going because you never know...I could be raising the future President of Haiti who will fix it all."  What a motivation!  What a passion!  What a dream! 

Eddie and I were brainstorming ways that we could make a difference for Mme. S and her children.  Afterall, not only is this the woman with whom God has currently entrusted my child, but also because we love Mme. S and her vision!  We love the other kids at the Children's Village (CV)!  We, TOO, want to do whatever we can to make a difference in the lives of these precious little ones and in the future of Haiti!

SO, Eddie and I committed to find a way to provide summer English classes for the older children (those already taking English lessons in school) at the CV.  The goal is not only to maintain their current level of English-speaking throughout the summer months, but to ideally actually improve their abilities by building on the foundation laid in school.

"Why English classes?" you ask?  Obviously Catrina will also be taking these classes, so that would be hugely beneficial for us. However, this wasn't really the driving force.  According to The World Factbook, more than 2/3 of the labor force in Haiti does not have a formal job (some estimates place this percentage closer to 90% even).  The ability to speak English is a huge advantage when entering the workforce in Haiti, as many of the jobs that are available are offered by Christian organizations (aka. often managed by missionaries...who most likely speak English).  Another very relaible business in Haiti is working as an English translator.  God placed in our hearts a desire to figure out a way to help these kids become better English speakers so that they have a better chance at a future.  In ths process of working so hard to provide a way for our child to come home, we've managed to fall in love with dozens of kids who we are also eager to help in anyway possible.  This small contribution touches many lives, rather than just that of our child. 

Eddie and I worked with Mme. S (who LOVED the idea, by the way!!!) and the folks at Okipe to get an English teacher to come out to the CV three days a week for 2 hours each day.  Mme. S loved the idea SO much that she actually wanted the teacher to come 5 days a week!  :-)  Wouldn't that be amazing! 

The cost for the entire summer is going to be only $900.  This covers the two hour classes, three days per week, for the 3 months the kids are out of school.  $300 of this amount has already been covered, and the Charleston Vineyard Community Church has agreed to match the remaining amount. 

That means we need only raise $300!!!

So this is where you come in.  If you can give $20, that will become $40.  If you can give $100, it becomes $200.  Please pray about what God might want you to give toward the future of these children. 

How can you give?
The easiest ways to give are:

• Make a check out to "Vineyard Community Church" with the memo line designated as "Project English" and mail that check to:

1377 Palm Cove Drive

Charleston, SC 29492

--OR--

(psst...this is the Vineyard "Donate" button; please use this one - not use the one to the right - to donate to "Project English")

Please note that all donations made through the Vineyard Church are tax deductible!  :)

We know everyone has a cause that is near and dear to them, so if you can't help, we fully understand!  Even so, please continue to pray for each of these sweet children and the plan taht God has for their lives.

Thank you in advance for your kindness, generosity, love, and prayers!

With God ALL things are possible!

Over the past two and a half years, Matthew 19:26 has been our life verse and a source of certain hope and strength. Every now and again God reminds us of just how true it is! Our God is awesome; He can and does move mountains!

I haven't had a chance to post since our May return (waiting on all the photos...Awesome trip!) or the exciting news since then that C's birth father went to PAP to sign off on the adoption, but we got news tonight that I just can't hold back! I'm bursting at the seams to praise God for His love and mercy! Here goes...

WE GOT DISPENSATION!!!!!!!

What is dispensation, you might ask?  President Martelli (president of Haiti) has reviewed our case and signed off that we may precede with adopting our girl!  If this didn't sound like a big deal, put simply Haiti-like every country-has a set of laws that define WHO is allowed to adopt their children...we didn't meet...ANY of these criteria. Missing one of the criteria requires a presidential dispensation...not meeting ANY of them is even scarier. However, MY GOD who brought this child into my heart and life is faithfully and mercifully moving mountains to bring this child into our home! And so...WE PRAISE HIM!

GOD IS GOOD!!!!!!!

What next? We have to continue to wait for our paperwork to flow through the various courts of Haiti, collecting the necessary signatures, then we head to Haiti to finalize our adoption, then we wait on the US to approve our adoption, then we being our sweet girl home! Slowly, but surely things are happening, but trust me when I say THIS IS HUGE!

God is working...and so...WE PRAISE HIM!

Haiti Bound & Praying for a miracle!

We haven't really had any news in quite some time (hence the lack of posts...)

This year, in just a few short weeks actually, Eddie will hit the big 4-0. When asked what he wanted to do to celebrate, the only thing that made sense was to go visit our girl...with his dad! So, here we are, sitting in the Miami airport, grandparents (Catrina's) in tow, waiting to board the next plane to Port Au Prince.

As of this week, we have been in IBESR for a year, with no news...but as always, God's up to something! He's up to something good!

We are meeting with our lawyer today at 1...and praying for and expecting a miracle! Please join us in prayer for this miracle and safe travels!

Photos from my January Trip

As previously promised, some photos from my trip!  Sorry they took so long!!!  Enjoy!

Catrina with some of her many friends at the Orphanage :-)

You may recognize Sunday (the guy on the left), as he is Nadelta's little brother...the guy on the right is actually a photo-bomber!  HA!

Gotta love Little Stanley!  ...and another photo bomber...what is with these kids?!  :-D

SO well behaved!  Mme. S runs a tight ship!  :)

The art of self-amusement

She would be SO embarassed I put this here, but I couldn't resist!  How cute is she?!

Puzzling...  :-)

Making Valentine's Day Cards

Some things are universal.  Teenage girls love dressing up and doing photo shoots!

One of the many times I was seranaded with a trash guitar!  Gotta love the creativity behind it!

Who wouldn't just fall in love with this sweet little gal?!

Finally, some long awaited movement!

As I'm sure you are aware, we were pretty down after my last visit to Haiti.  It was so hard to hear that after 8 1/2 months, our file hadn't even been started!  Yikes! 

Last week, at long last we were able to get in touch with our lawyer (praise God for Facebook!).  She had some meetings on Friday (for which many of you joined us in prayer...THANK YOU!) and we found out today that our dossier is at the Presidential Palace awaiting dispensation.  Praise God!  Please rejoice with us today and continue to pray!

Home Safe & Sound

I returned home safely last weekend and while I managed to stay healthy in Haiti, managed to catch a stomach virus back in the States...irony?  I believe I also may have mentioned in my last post that the Wi-fi was down on the Wesleyan Compound, so while I could log on to check emails, I didn't feel comfortable stealing the Edmonds' computer for too long.  All that said, all apologies for my delay in posts!

I had a great trip!  It was so nice to "get my hands dirty" and actually accomplish some things on this trip.  Unfortunately mission team work was the only thing I managed to accomplish.  We did finally hear from our lawyer that the IBESR hasn't even started processing our dossier.  This was heartbreaking for me! 

Even so, at least I had a great time visiting with Catrina!  It is amazing to me how much we have bonded and somehow this trip seemed so much different than any previous...

Of course she's growing up and changing (I definitely saw some improvements in her attitude at the orphanage...Praise God!), but it was something more...  It was almost like this was the first time we were family.  I was not just her special visitor, but her family.  That was definitely awesome!  I also got to hang out with her friends a little more than I have in past trips and spend some quality time with Mme. S.  All good stuff! 

Upon my return I was musing that we have less than 22 months to get her home!  For Haiti, that is NOT a long time...however a dear friend of ours made the encouraging comment that "God created all of existence in 7 days...I think he can handle 22 months."  :-)  Yes He can!  Just as our adoption process began, I am once again reminded of the words of Chirst:  "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." (Matthew 19:26)  Yes they are!

Still Praying & Playing

Oops...just found that this had never posted from January 29.  The curse of unreliable internet access:


Happy Tuesday!!!

No news yet, but I had a great weekend with Catrina!  I was also able to get her Friday through Sunday, then again yesterday afternoon.  For the most part we just hung out, did some crafts, etc.  We had a great time just being together!

Yesterday was the championship soccor match between Extollo (the Haitians building the Orhpan Village) and Lemonade (the Haitians building the new hospital).  It was SO much fun!  There was a Haitian band and we all marched down to the Salene for the match.  Extollo won, but it was tons of fun for all!  Including Catrina!

Last night I had the opportunity to chat with Pastor Dan (the Missions Director for the Caribbean) and found that he has actually spoke with our lawyer.  Hopefully he's going to be able to give her a call to see if he can: 1-establish a liason for us to call to get regular updates and 2-find out where we are in the process.  Please keep this in your prayers!  I am holding out hope that God will accomplish both of these and that we will find out that we are out of IBESR while I'm here this week.  In such a case, the next time we come to Haiti just might be for a court date.  What a blessing that would be!

One other prayer request.  We have a friend Nancy who is in the process of trying to become a missionary to La Gonave.  Please pray that all the pieces will come together to make this desire a reality if it's God's will.  Please also pray for peace for her regardless of which way it goes.

PS.  I'll post photos when I return!!!  :-)

Back in Haiti!

Merry Christmas!!!  Happy New Year!!!

I sincerely apologize for the lag in posts...we have had absolutely no progress or news since our last trip.  Christmas was particularly hard with obviously one empty seat at our table and a whole in our hearts that can only be filled in Haiti.  God carried us through and we continue to trust that He is going to bring our sweet girl home in His time!

I am back in Haiti and back on the island of La Gonave as of last night.  I'm here for a mission trip and conveniently getting to see my girl each night!  What could be better?

Unfortunately not only did we not get to meet with our lawyer on the way in, but she has appatenly fallen off the grid.  She's proven to be unresponsive with all attempts to contact her...we are praying that God will move her to work on our adoption, and also praying specifically that our dossier (formal application) will come out of IBESR while I'm here.  God has always proven to make big things happen while I'm here in Haiti and I'm praying boldly and expecting this trip will be no different. 

Please join us in our prayers!